December 3, 2005:
Gosh. Guess this shows how often I mess with THIS site, huh? LOLOL! Well puppy and I parted as friends, a few months later. He's a nice guy, just we really weren't communicating in the same ways and weren't really meshing that well in a BDSM relationship dynamic sort of way. And hey, I learned a lot about myself. Evidently a very strong service orientated personality is something that I really like more than I realized - something that I knew I enjoyed, but didn't realize how much it plays a part in my head to some degree. Not saying he didn't have that aspect to him, as he does indeed, just I think my need for it is on a different level than his, not saying it's better or worse, just different. He's a sweet heart - just we discovered we really don't communicate all that well together as dominant or submissive, or even as trainer and pup. We work MUCH better as good friends. *smile*
And I've remained REALLY busy with all the sites I'm doing. DommeWorld.com is the site that I've helped design and get up and running though I swear it seems that most of the time I'm the only one there on an admin level LOL.
We also did a booth at Folsom for the first time this year. What an experience! puppy was a dear sweetie and drove us and helped us set up - I think next year we'll have a play space for him if he decides to help us again, where he can be in puppymode all day long wearing the nifty paws he got at Folsom this year.
And wow, this year is almost at a end. TOO damned fast this year passed. My god. I think it was over in a blink of an eye. LOL. Hope all that read this have a FABULOUS holiday season filled with joy, health and good times!
February 13, 2005:
Been a while since I touched this site and a few things have happened since then. One of the more important things have been the development between a certain fellow and I. puppy and I have decided to explore our compatability, and he is now training with me to see where this shall take both of us. So for those of you reading this, thinking to approach me to see if you can serve me, please take note that position at this time has been filled. I simply do not have the time to do all my work, keep my relationship with my partner going as well as developing one with puppy, and then take on another person. Good luck with your search and know that somewhere out there is the right person for you! Don't give up!
October 3, 2004:
Gosh, I've been so freaking busy this year LOL! I've been VERY busy designing and running the FetishForums.com and KinkyArtists.com, and doing so many other projects that it's just unreal! Ah well, such is life, no? I had a little car accident last month and hurt my pretty little car *wah!* - it's running now, but will take me a while to save enough cash to make her all pretty and undented again! At least I wasn't hurt though - the car did her job well! LOL! Okay I can't think of anything else to put here - oh yeah - I *finally* got my ass in gear and put up something on the Passions page, so if you've been whining about it, go have a lookiesee! lol
January 16, 2004:
Well, it's been a LONG time in coming, and I *finally* MADE the time to revamp this site so it more accurately reflects who I am as a dominant, and more importantly. as a human.
To those that embrace the change ... *smile* you are those that guide me, support me, and know that for me, being true to who I am, is one of the more important values that I hold as dear to me. You all have taught me SO much in the past, and I know you will continue to in the future. You have been unwavering and steady, and you lovely people do ground me in o so many ways. Thank you SO much. I am so much better for having known you all than I could ever express with mere words. Bless your little hearts, each and every one of you! I *heart* ya guys!
To those that have any issues with it, fucking WAH. Deal with it. Pick up your damn baggage instead of trying to lay it on someone else, and fucking get offline and get a life already. You do not affect me, neither does your opinion, nor will it EVER affect me or matter to me in ANY way what you think or feel about me. I am as I am, I do not require nor wish for your acceptance OR your blessing. You can bleat your ridiculous accusations, dramas, spite, bitterness, and uselessness of life that only prove to continue to show in glorious and vivid detail every facet of your stupidity and hypocrisy to my ignore button. I am MORE than gleefully giddy to offer yet another moron and idiot as a holy sacrifice to the glory and all-compassing power of Goddess Ignora and her continuously bloodied altar. *smile*
To you sour and pathetic displays of humanity's failure to chlorinate the gene pool, I will say this, stop being a victim and trying to get even with the world, because the world doesn't care. Get some fucking dignity and try to live your life with at least some mediocre semblance of honor or dignity. The only person you are REALLY fucking with or fooling is yourself. Write yourself a reality check and fucking CASH it.
I will leave you all with my favorite new quote:
"People are going to talk about you, especially when they envy you and the life you live ... *let* them ... you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours."
